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day 20: how can you give yourself a break today? [mentally, physically, or emotionally]

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     Maybe I should start doing these in the morning and not right before I go to bed, because it's 10:42pm and I didn't do much to intentionally give myself a break. I could use this:

     I slept in until 10am, which is unheard of for me. I'm a morning person through and through. Even though I haven't had a job the last three months, I've still woke up to start my day at 7am. Eight is sleeping in. My internal alarm clock got me up around 6am today. I let the dogs out, took a shower, and snuggled back in bed. When I got up again and realized it was almost noon, I was upset. I feel like I wasted the day and lost precious time I could use to be getting shit done. "You must have needed it," Anthonyy said after I divulged my feelings.

     I looked at my phone to find my mom called me two hours prior so I dialed her number. She was seeing what I was up to; I told her I was stressed about sleeping so long and she goes, "You must have needed it." Here's an itinerary of the rest of the day:

     ▲ noon ~ pick up food from The Flipping Egg

     ▲ 1pm ~ go back to Anthonyy's, eat the food, Midsommar (will never rewatch this again), he played some God of War Ragnarök, I organized his house since we're hosting Thanksgiving here

     ▲ 2:30pm ~ went to Walmeezy for household items we need + food 

     ▲ 4pm ~ dropped into Game Stop so he could get Sonic Frontiers + I bought my brother this sick ass Nightwolf figurine for his birthday in December

     ▲ 4:30pm ~ stopped by AutoZone so they could hook up to the computer and see why the check engine light is on

     ▲ 5pm ~ get home to unload everything, Anthonyy got the fireplace going, I finished some laundry/vacuumed/spot-cleaned

     ▲ we've been chillin' hard ever since, doing random shit we enjoy

     Alright, so towards the end I gave myself a bit of a mental reprieve. I've had a lot of shit going on the few weeks and ya girl is tiredt. I'm ready to go home, put some Forensic Files on, and pass thee fuck out. Ya heard me?