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The first thing I asked San when she asked me to move to Arizona was, "Does it have places I can go? You know, to get away?" I don't think theres anything strange about solitude at all, and I learned that from my mother. I learned that from mother.... Of course I did. Humans learn their most valuable lessons from their mothers; good or bad. I do not know why I, Lochnessie, of all people in history and on planet Earth was blessed with the most perfect mother. Sorry not sorry. 

As I look up now on this slightly-breezy-but-Sun's-shining-nicely-and-birds-are-chirping-all-around-me Colorado day, I see my black-haired pregnant neighbor interacting with her 2-year-old son at the skatepark diagonal from our duplex. He has this light curly brown hair and he's riding a tricycle. She occasionally gives him a gentle push cooing, "Woooo!" It's funny, because that's exactly the sound that the birds are making around us at this very moment.

And that's what most people don't understand: nothing is a coincidence. I was just ranting in my head because I'm stoned and thinking about my mum, and what comes before me but a mother and her child for inspiration? Honestly, as soon as I thought about saying the mom cooed at her son, I stopped typing on this silver Apple iPhone 5s and I listened. I am listening. 

I don't know what the different names of them are. Like Kurz says, "I don't know a lot about anything, but I know a little but abut everything." Everything he says is gold, though, so no surprise there. 

Anyway, I am outside at ten in the morning across the street from my duplex in this clearing, kind of. I guess you could say it's the neighbor's backyard. Whatever's clever. In this clearing/backyard, there is a little wood garage standing ten feet high. It's white paint has deteriorated with time and this unpredictable weather, and there are tin trash cans stacked next a pile of wood boards. The grass is long and unkempt and just the way I like it. Long-stemmed flowers with small yellow petals are dispersed among it. Some people would consider the plant a weed, also known as an unwanted plant that must be killed instantly for vanity's sake... unless they're stickers, 'cause that's some real shit. 

However, other people, like meself, find a happiness in flowers and grass that some of the most interesting humans I have met can compete with. I see a centimeter-long black ant climbing up a grass leaf that must seem like a mountain to that poor dude. I don't get frightened or hurt him. I just keep sitting here. And guess what? It keeps climbing. It's not hurting me & I'm not hurting it. We are just cohabitatin' and speculatin'. 

I like to say that I'm Atheist just to get my point across that I don't associate with a white, male, omnipotent superior being. How can three dudes, one being a fuckin' ghost mind you, be one dude? The same people who wrote the Christian Bible are the same people who thought the Earth was flat. 

If I had to claim any religion it would be pantheism, which Wikipedia says is "the belief that the Universe (or nature a totality of everything) is identical with divinity, or that everything composes an all-encompassing, immanent god. Pantheists thus do not believe in a distinct personal or anthropomorphic god." I'm inspired by Buddha, too. I like how Buddhism is more of an ideology and guidelines and meditations on how to find inner peace rather than an organized religion where people are taught what to think instead of being taught how to find the lifestyle that suits them best. 

Here's what I'm thinking: I don't need to know what created the Universe. Knowing that information will not change the course of a hundred years ago or next week. What happens after we die is irrelevant, as well. No one truly knows what happens and no one can know. We'll cross that bridge when we get there.

The only thing humans need to know moral-wise is to be nice to one another and mind their own business. That's it! Two fuckin' things. If you're in a situation and you don't know if what you're doing is good or bad, judge it against those two things and if it violates one or both, don't fuckin' do it, jah feel?